It’s the Damage Done, Not the Disease

The rare neurological disease that destroyed a good portion of my husband’s spinal cord, leaving him with significant paralysis, seems to have abated . . . as far as we can tell. He hasn’t had another recurrence, thankfully it hasn’t moved to his brain or other vital organs, and the lesions on his spine have almost completely disappeared. So, my prayer now is that the damage it has left behind will begin to heal.

It’s the damage causing the pain, not the disease.

You all have been a faithful band of prayer warriors. Many of you have sent links to websites and recommended various forms of natural treatment and given your medical advice. We’ve been blown away by how many of you have given to us financially, as this has been an extremely difficult and unexpected financial strain and has left him unable to work. We appreciate all of your loving contributions—especially your prayers.

But now, what we’re asking is that you pray for the healing of damaged nerves.

I’m asking God to provide healing for the nerves that are preventing him from using his left leg. I’m asking God to pour out grace and allow LeRoy to be able to function and be active in ministry again, to be able to enjoy our little ones, and be involved in other people’s lives again.

But I’m also asking God to guard and protect my heart from coveting. May I accept every good and perfect gift that God sends. Even if that “gift” isn’t what we’d hoped to receive. Even if that “gift” isn’t how we would write the final chapter of our lives. I’m asking God for grace to live with a yielded heart.

What does it look like to walk through pain and suffering with a yielded heart?

Perhaps it looks like the woman kneeling, washing Jesus’ dirt encrusted feet with her hair out of love for Him. Bearing the pain and rejection that comes with living in a sin cursed world, but reaching out to bless her Savior, no matter the risk.

Perhaps it looks like the man who waits for his prodigal son to return, but trusts the Savior to work, rather than forcing the son to comply to his demands.

Perhaps it looks like these, but for sure it looks like the God-Man on the cross, bearing the cruel weight of all our sin. He yielded to the Father’s will, the plan of redemption, knowing it would require much pain and suffering. It would cost Him His life.

But death did not have Him long . . . He is risen, risen indeed.

Today, LeRoy will have the final Remicade treatment, and the week of Thanksgiving we’ll travel back to Dallas for more appointments and to learn what the neurologist has in mind next. We’ve asked so many times, but will you pray again?

Will you ask God to heal his nerves, but will you also ask that we will live with yielded hearts that glorify Him?

And I need to share a word about receiving the blog post through your email . . .

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As always, much love for you dear readers . . .

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Dear Friends, your prayers are a tangible means of God’s grace in our lives. If you are new to the blog, and unaware of what we’re walking through and how we need your prayers, I hope you’ll read this post from the archives. Even though I’m unable to respond to your comments, I do read every one. For those who share prayer needs, I lift those to the Father and am so grateful to be entrusted with your prayer request. I love to hear from you, so please continue to leave your comments knowing that they matter!


  • Pauline Butler

    Thank you for the update, Kim! I will be praying. Thankfully, I’ve still been receiving your posts in my inbox, and they are always used by God to speak to my heart. His methods may have changed, but God is still using both you and LeRoy to minister to others. I am grateful!

  • Vivian Etherington

    Continuing to pray, Kim! I’m quite a bit behind and just now read this post. Yours and LeRoy’s heart to honor the Lord through this both blesses and challenges me! Much love and continued prayers!

  • Pamela Edwards

    Just getting caught up on some of these posts! I am so blown away by your prayer for a “yielded heart”…. what a precious desire! That’s exactly what we all need, as we come to grips with every gift from above is perfect for His purposes. As a retired physician, and life long caregiver at heart, my heart mourns for your loss, and rejoices at what God is doing in your lives! Thank you for the update… my prayers continue!

  • gigi

    Satan steals- God restores~ Father is no respecter of persons- Father you healed all my nerve damage, I ask in Jesus name you would deliver this family from all the wiles of the devil, shut off the in roads of all attacks launched against them, cover them everywhere with your beautiful crimson warm blood and release a new wave of your breath over them, hover over them Lord Jesus with the Holy Spirit and knit together their bodies, soul and spirits in a way that will make them freshly childlike, renew a right spirit according to your word and completely heal those bodies. Give them the reload and relaunch you have for them to move forward with you in this next move you are ready to release in the earth! We love you Lord, not just for what you do for us, but for who you are in us and to us. We weep with those who weep, we rejoice with those who rejoice. Thank you that we will read of these answered prayers and rejoice all across the earth for this family’s miracle. We expect it~ Amen